Happy Birthday Sam 5th November

Dear Sam, I have not written recently or as much as I wanted since your Granny passed away, but you are always in my heart and mind. I want to see you every day but this is not possible unfortunately as this decision has been made by someone and I know it’s not you Son but I am sure you understand. I am always here for you Sam, you are my Son and I love you, I am your father and these are things no one can take away. This Saturday will be an important day for you Sam, it will be your 13th Birthday and this also means you will be a teenager. I have baked you a birthday cake, I know you won’t be allowed to have it but I still made it will love and am sending you a photo of it, I know it does not look great, it’s my skill with is lacking as I am not very good at such things but I made it carefully with my love for you in mind and hope you always remember although I am not allowed to see you I think about you every day and want you here with me. I love you son, Granny loved you too, I was with her at the end and some of the last words I told her was about your love for her always, she would have heard this and took great comfort from it so you should always be proud Sam that she knew you as a loving Grandson and I know you as a loving son. I will write or tell you more about your Granny one day son when you are a little older, she loved you so much. Have a great birthday on Saturday son, you will be in my mind and in my heart as always….Happy Birthday Sam, Daddy loves you always x