20th April 2016

Hi Sam,

I wanted you to see this little picture I have attached as its so very true. I do think about you every day, I wonder how you are getting on at school, I wish you were here for me to see your face and listen to your stories. This is a very important point I want to make to you Sam and this is one of the reasons I am writing these letters on this blog hopping that you will be able to find them, read and know I have never forgotten about you. I am sure there maybe some persons in your life that will attempt to say that I have but I can assure you I have not my son, I will never ever forget about you as you are the very best thing which has ever happened to me, I am your dad as I have said before and no one can replace me. You will still have the memories of our times together too Sam and you know in your heart that you love me too son, never lose these memories or allow anyone to attempt to manipulate then for their own purposes, always be honest, not only with other people but also with yourself too and speak the truth, one day Sam we will be together again, you will be old enough to understand whats happened, I have paper, videos and much more to show you and you will see how I have never stopped fighting to get you back into my life, being your father is everything to me my son, your bedroom is here as this is your house too and always ready for you to come back. Your books, toys and games are all here, the trampoline is still in the garden and there is some many new super places to visit and things to do I want us to see and do. Love you Sam...always and forever and one day you will be back here with me my son. Daddy