Sunday January 24th

Hi Sam, Missing you Son, hope we can be together again soon. Granny is still in hospital but is feeling better and soon will be back to the care home, I tell her ever time I visit that you send your love and Granny tells me to say she is missing you too. Can you remember when we went to the Bird of Prey centre Sam? You got to hold Zulu the African eagle and you stroked the back of her head. I have a new picture here of Zulu the Eagle for you...

The picture was from their web-site, you enjoyed your visit there Sam, you flew the Harris Hawk, I have that video on my YouTube channel son, if you search on YouTube under Dearns you will find it there and other videos of us having fun together, hope we can get together soon and do some of these activities again, especially the helicopter flight, I had one booked again for us last year but I did not get you to come with me and I did not want to go myself as I have much more fun with you as my company so I will wait until you can come again. Your seat is still here awaiting you Sam, every time I am here in the house and look across I miss seeing you sit there in it.

I want you to know Sam that I love you and will continue to fight to see you, I will never give up and remember if you want to see me or even talk with me over the phone which would make me so very happy you just need to speak to your teacher and ask her to call me so we can talk. I miss you son and need you to know this, always be truthful Sam and never listen to other peoples lies, I am waiting for us to be together again and have fun, I am your Dad and always will be, no one can ever say different Sam. Love you son....Daddy x