Introduction

The purpose of this blog is to write open letters to my son Samuel Savage (Sam) who is currently 12 years old (born 5th of November 2013) I have not had contact with Sam for best part of a year (since march 2015 this now being January 2016) due to what i believe and allege to be parent alienation (I must be careful with wording here as there are legal proceedings current in the Family court I am am obligated by law not to write what is happening. I will also not use this blog as a forum to "badmouth" my son's mother or to write matters pertaining to her. I do have my own views (many which have been proved and very valid) which I must keep to myself here for legal reasons and for my son's sake, but I do have everything everything in writing which will be available to my son once he is older to asks the questions why I was not there during certain times of his life as I will want to make him aware i never stopped fighting for him to be in my life, nor will I ever give up on him, Now, Before or in the Future!!! He is the very best thing which has ever happened to me and I love him with all my heart and soul and he is in my mind constantly.

Sam was born premature, at 28 weeks with 25 weeks growth, born weighing 1 pound 9 ounces which then dropped to 1 pound 7 ounces. He was in the Neonatal ward for 5 months and I visited him twice a day everyday for these five months but now I am not able to speak to him over the phone nor am I aware if he received any cards I send him on occasions. I have been kept in the loop with his school which I am very grateful to his teachers for. I am a father is every way except I have not contact with my son which I am fighting to change as there is no legal reason I should not have contact and I consider myself to be an excellent father which I have proved many times and at every opportunity whilst caring for my son since he was a baby in an incubator.

As I have said before, what I will write on this blog will be open letters to my son Sam Savage, I am aware anyone can read these letters but this is the only format I can do hoping that Sam may gain access to the internet at school or at a friends and if so then googling my name or links via other sites may bring him to this and he can get an update of what is happening with me, his Granny and also what is going on in our life and that I love him and will NEVER FORGET about him!!! These posts may seem simply written but please remember these are being written by me for one purpose and that purpose is for my son to read and know what is happening with his Granny who is now in a nursing home and is 86, and his daddy who loves him and misses him. All these open letters will be printed off as hard copies for him to read in the future as I never want him to be under any illusions that I would ever forget about him. its not the easiest thing to put my innermost feelings out in the open for everyone to read but I am not ashamed to say I love my son Sam with all my heart and I am fighting to have him back in my life as there is a gap here only he can fill again, he must not listen to the voices of other and know what he wants and what is in his heart. I am his daddy, no one can every replace me and no one can replace my little boy as my son!!!!!!!